Bye Bye Nobody, Hello 2 Different Tears.
this post was stuck in unpublish mode the whole of yesterday.

Gave me 2 different tears
after all these years,
tears of joy, tears of pain,
like sunshine and rain.





Yes, they sang the song in 3 different languages, AWESOME not?!



Well well, I started the school week like a sick asshole.
So sick that I am just tired all day all night, at home, on the bus, in class, everywhere else.
Homework came in already.
Articles worth 20+pages to read and write response essays in relation to the articles. Philosophy readings in which I do not have the book. (dont get me started on why I do not have the book.)

There were times where I want to lose control of my temper and just FIRE away at people who are making me angry. If I possess a gun, I wouldnt know what will happen to people who I care and/or love when they make me angry.

Also, old people should be barred from using this long-time technology called the telephone. Telephones have been on earth for a very long time, went through changes to become cordless phones and byebye to those spinning types. However, I have come to realise that old people could not accept changes. They use telephones like they have seen it for the first time and like a new technology.

My house phone: "Ring, ring!"
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona hangs up.

5 secs later.

My house phone: "Ring, ring!"
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona hangs up.

5 secs later.

My house phone: "Ring, ring!"
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona:"Hello?"
On the other side:
Shimona hangs up.

This cycle will repeat for 5 times, before some uncle or auntie will say "Hello, ah JiaPing ah, ni de Ah Ma zai ma?" (asking for my grandma)

Always. for some aunties and uncles. The same few who always do this to me.
Sometimes, my grandma happens to be the one who picks up the phone, she will "hello? hello? hello? hello?" I will just open my mouth and say: "Ah Ma, bu yao guan ta! guan diao!" (dont care about the person, just hang up!) Until about 5 cycles of this again and again, then finally ah ma gets to talk to the person.

17:53